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damn it this life and all bullshit and family photo's look at them all the fake smiles and joy it angers me as i wipe more base on mother and father say just cover up your facial wounds father brags about his transgresions then repents and brags again i cant take that hyprocritical basterd anymore no more tears no more fears no more times hiding the wounds left from the bad times with him no more father i have left him in the cold unchangeing dead world of past times









sorry if i upset any of ya my children

neneka

as the child awakes with a scream her parents yell to go back to sleep she curls up floating in the darkness as her demons swoop in ripping at her sanity and soul all lost tears fall her innocence taken to far a blast from a weapon her mother and father's blood everywhere the cops are asking her where she found the gun she smiles teary eyed and says the dark man gave it to me he said this is just a game





neneka

as tears stream down her face a smile she makes oh how pain pleases her the blade goes farther in and i win all this pain for but the moment's gain they say

i am a masochist i say life is a game burning cutting hunting it is all the same as i make her pull the trigger his life energy wavers she drops the gun realising what i have made her done it is not so much fun anymore as his breath stops i realise i miss life and tears fall the smile breaks this time it's pain in my heart not the sick pleasure the hunter is now hunted for my game has to now end in a win



how sinful of me too help hunt my fellow kin





neneka (dark mother aris ) sorry my children issues are coming up

dark young maiden sitting under the pale moon glance at her grace elegance and beauty she is a undead being a siren like vampire sucking out your very being your soul and essence all hers she rules the land and you are hers again run run as far as you can this goddess allways gets her prey in the end

the orgin of the weeping willow

15:02:46 - Oct 16 2005

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look at her she weeps hiddenly she weeps cause no love she has seen her family is gone so to let others think she's fine she hides her tears that are neatly falling oh they tast so sweet look she weeps it tears trough the sky her sobs are but whisper's on the wind look she died and in her place is a weeping tree

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23:37:21 - Jan 29 2006

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silence is very admirable in my fathers household

so silent i am about how i feel or what i believe it is hard to be a hypocritacial holymans kin

but in the end i close that memories door and sink into a deep peace alone in my room as i study for the battle to come









neneka ( dark mother)

this aint right

this pain is unfair

where is the little gal's justice share

darkness looms and her breath speaks of doom

a death to those who cross a lost angels way

so alone and cold to day

once long ago lived a girl named rose she lived in the garden of eden so fair was she so easily broken was thy she stayed in her house came out only at night her hair flowing black and red and silvery white her eyes greener then any her skin pale and smooth till one day as a woman a man named thron came and saw her he used abused and tossed her the next day no one saw her again where she last lay was a flower they called rose and the hurtful thing on it's stem was thorn in honer of the ones who became them in the end .